I spent most of last year making my website. I have finally got it in a state that I feel happy with, at least for now.

There is still so much left to do though. 😵

I am currently in the process of moving to a new apartment, in which I plan to set up my streaming gear, but with a condition like mine It's extremely difficult to simply move. I have to ensure the apartment is cleaned properly and made so it is comfortable and usable for me to live in as I will be alone.

It's a very stressful time for me. But I want to make BunEVerse work. I don't want to remain stuck indoors, bored with nothing to do and nobody to talk to when I can be meeting new people and growing a community built on fun. I invested everything I have in to this project and whatever money I had saved up has gone to fund my VTuber model and this website. Both are expensive since I don't know any artists I had to buy my model from a freelancer and since I can't work and refuse to have ads on my website I am unable to recoup the costs of this website. So I have very little money remaining which worries me since I got ever growing bills and medical costs.

I also understand how difficult it is for healthy people to succeed in being punctual and dedicated enough to putting out content on a regular basis, let alone someone like me that sleeps most of the day, But others with similar conditions have done it so I believe I can do so as well, I have an inspiration with these success stories. 🤗

I just need support, I know I only have a very few number of people that know about me and my journey. But the moment I start uploading videos and streaming every week I am sure things will pick up eventually, at least I hope they do. I really want new friends, a fun community to hang with and to share my music to. ❤️

I am just deeply worried that I will end up stuck in hospital long term again. Being alone in my new apartment reduces the risk of infection from others, my food and supplies will be dropped at my door. Overall it is a better outlook than my current living condition with my parents. But it's not going to be easy to adapt to being alone, socially I will struggle, its why I am here trying to reach out as a VTuber.

I am hoping to start content in the next few months, which is exactly what I said this time last year but I underestimated how difficult it is to make a website by yourself with no prior knowledge, as well as last year I was hospitalised a lot with infections, people seem to make a big joke about Covid these days but it still terrifies me. But I needed to make this site so people know who I am and my journey.

My next update will hopefully be news about my move being successful.